Healing…Slowly…Do I feel guilty for laughing?

Yes. I feel guilty for every moment I get to enjoy, and my Brother is not here.

This is my niece. I’ve always wanted a girl to spoil. This girl is quite amazing. She shares my Brother’s DNA and she has a very cool Mom.

I may have never known this. I was so busy with my boys, that I forgot to see the gorgeous niece that was left for me, and her Mom. She is bright, smart, talented, she picks out the best shoes and makeup a girl can ask for. What makes her so special? That’s a hard one. She is everything my Brother was. However, she has a strong Moma that despite her mourning a deceased husband, father of her child, and she is coping and raising a great girl! I am privileged to see this happening.

Thank God. I thank him everyday for all of the gifts that have been given to me. I pray for our family. I pray for healing, and past arguments to be forgotten. We only have this one life….Let’s live it. Hell, let’s LOVE it!

https://youtu.be/vBZnGk1nAjw

Obviously, nothing is ever complete without a Billy Joel.

Thank you for listening ….

Still wearing the mask…perhaps it may come off soon, but for now…

The Mask of the Doctors Wife šŸ˜…

Author: Stephanie Carter Taylor

Small business owner since 2003. Trying to achieve great health and overcome adversity! Recently I was told to take a year off from physician marketing consulting, to work on my health goals. I really had no intention of following this advice, with a survivor mentality, and a hard head, I did not start making changes until my visit to the Neurologist. His words rocked my world, and I am writing about that experience. As life happens, I ended opening a weight loss spa. These blogs are the first step in marketing. They automatically go to Twitter and Facebook, and email if you sign up. Leave me your comments and ideas, they are directly emailed to me, or click on the blogger Facebook page to leave public comments!

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